“I thought everyone was like me growing up. I was raised in a family and neighborhood where people were shamed for showing fear. To show weakness of any kind was distasteful and invited disrespect. I would sooner get my ass kicked than run away from a fight.”

“I felt comforted knowing that most people felt exactly like I did; afraid, insecure, rejected, abandoned, insulted. In other words, most people took the actions of others personally.”

“My friends say I'm giving, caring and a bit of a flirt. I get great pleasure out of making people feel good about themselves and just making them feel good…I think just making it this far in life has been a challenge I survived.

“I thought about letting go of control of my partner. A piece of me felt relieved imagining it. I thought about letting go of control of my children. That was harder. A parent must control their children, mustn’t they? I asked myself this question many times over the next few years.”

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“I thought I could heal myself and tried my best. But three years into the almost constant infections, I knew I had little choice anymore. I could have a horrible quality of life and die young. Or I could potentially improve my quality of life and see my grandchildren be born and raised. The second option left me with a permanent poop bag.”